I had the best freaking time tonight.
Like I told Elisa on the phone on my way home from Monika's (27th!!!) birthday party at Dave & Busters, "I honestly feel like this is the first time Pittsburgh has felt like the old Pittsburgh to me. Like... I was actually home and fit in again."
You know, it's hard to explain, but Pittsburgh used to have this feel to it when I came home for summers and holidays. But ever since I've (temporarily) moved back here, its felt... Suffocating. Unnatural. Like something was missing.
Sort of how I felt in high school, but worse, because I don't know a) when I am getting out of here or b) where I want/am meant to end up. At least in high school, I always knew I wanted Arizona. But now here I am, back in the 'burgh, not sure of what I want or whats right for me. Here I am back home... and it doesn't feel like home.
At least, that was until tonight when I reunited with my Slavey crew. Suddenly, everything clicked right back into place. I was able to feel like myself and have fun again. And oh, how I've missed those kids.
Even the old 27-year-old ones. :)
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