But the Choosing Was Not

Tonight, I hung out with Matt who was home in the Valley for once. We went to Eat N Park and then I drove him back to Oakland... where he hides out most of the year. But it was nice to catch up, even if the visit was brief (....he was only home for the funeral viewing of his godfather.)

I kept trying to take his picture, but although Matt is a die hard fan of the blog (I love the angry 'Update your blog!' text messages he sends me).... he does not like being featured IN the blog. Lucky for him though...

I've 90% decided on the fact that the blog is going to end a month from today.
It's been 11 months since I started it and really... it's exhausting.

This blog has not ended up where I planned it would go... then again, life never goes as you plan. I never expected to still be in Pittsburgh by this point. Then again, I never expected to become so close to my cousins and their children. Be they in West Virginia, Ohio or South Park. Even in areas of dark disappointment, there are rays of sunshine to help you through. And boy - are those boys (and girl) my rays of sunshine.

I'm still planning on moving... at least, that's the intended destination. So my photo blogging will probably go on hiatus until I actually have definite plans of moving. Right now, I'm hoping to have my credit cards paid off 100% by October at the latest. Then after that... definite plans of saving and moving. Because the longer I stay here, the more I realize I'm meant to wander. I'm still on the path of discovering myself... I'm just taking detours I never expected. And even though I feel lost at times, I know I'm still on my way to something more.

Stop worrying where you're going - move on
If you can know where you're going, you've gone
Just keep moving on
I chose and my world was shaking, so what?
The choice may have been mistaken
The choosing was not
You have to move on...